Meh. The blahs continue. So far this year alone 7 people I know have died. Since 2019 the death toll is 14!!! Man getting old sucks. Everyone starts dying!!! Jim Helset, Sharon Shewchuk, Mary Dirks, Bev Byron, Simone, Cynthia, D'oreen. Last year Jill Lee committed suicide.  And in 2020 Elsy Perks died, John Ashlie, David Mullen, Gene Dryzmla and Sharon Hawke - Linda Wardroper the year before that.  Some were just acquaintances but I still was affected by their loss.  And a couple more were members of groups I belong to so they were more significant. But the biggest loss was my friend who decided to die using MAID (medical assistance in dying) because her life just had nothing to live for anymore. She was in pain and so ill and was only getting worse and her support system was just not good enough. I miss her every day. I want to have parties again. Ok not right away but I want to stop feeling like I am going to cry every minute. I decided to start therapy, a good st...