Things I will never do - again

I will never again speak to my father, my step-mother, my child's father, my uncle, my brother, my aunt, my grandfather and grandmother, my adoptive parents, my friends Virginia, Rain and Brent.
So many losses, but I do have a large crowd cheering me on from the "other side".

I will never again give birth to my own baby.
   Although I hope to attend a birth.

I will never again speak to either my adoptive mother or my birth mother,
 But I hope to keep speaking to my daughter and her children.

I will never again smoke a cigarette.
Nope, not even one made out of marijuana.

I will never again water ski?
Snow ski?....
Or will I?

I will never give up another baby. Thank goodness.

I will never lose another husband.

I will never be told what to do from people who do not love me.

I will never star on Broadway. Of course I never DID star on Broadway, so that doesn't really come under "things I will never do AGAIN." Doh.

I will never be expected to be the paid guest pianist at a symphony concert (my adoptive mother's dream for me.)

I will never say YES when I meant NO.