Dog as Muse Feb 2014

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* Waking up was a bit difficult for her that morning. The show the previous evening had gone relatively well, accompanied by the usual rush of adrenaline and relief afterwards, which as usual, made it difficult for her to go to sleep. It was nearly 2 before her head hit the pillow, yet her eyes still opened at 830. “Oh, well,” she thought, “maybe I should get up now and nap later. My friend K is leaving this morning.”


K was her friend of nearly 15 years. They had met doing a musical together and fell in love with each other. K was tall, red-headed, musical, bright and witty - so easy to love. She was also committed to her longtime male partner, so nothing romantic would occur between them. Still they shared an intense admiration for one another and just as much easy enjoyment.

Looking out onto the morning, she saw the ocean had a bit of wind in her. “Perfect for dinghy sailing,” she thought. The day was grey but no rain. :She got up to let the dog, Sadie, out of her crate and called her to jump on the bed for a cuddle. 

“Best part of my day,” she thought, as she stroked the silky fur and looked into those trusting eyes. 

Her dog, indeed, had become her muse. 

She added delight to every little moment of her day. 

“The best medicine ever!:, she thought.




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